You're my love drug

I wanted so much for you to read the previous post. I wanted so much to let you know how much you meant to me. I wanted to kiss you one more time. I wanted to do everything we used to talk about. I just wanted you so badly.

I never thought things would end up like this. I thought that as long as I give in whatever I could. God would be kind enough to give me a fairytale.

We were going through so many heated arguments, I thought its going to end. My words, weren't what my heart wants to say. All my heart knows is 'I love you'

For the first time, I cried so hard I had insomnia until 4am, I cried the next morning when I was brushing my teeth, cried when I was in the bus, cried all the way till I reached my destination, I even cried infront of my friends.

That sentence, it was heartbreaking, that smiley was a bullet through my heart. How had you managed to type all those? I'm hurt.

I didn't know if you had cried this time, but I know i'm still loving you, that's what my heart says.

No one's going to care about my safety anymore, no one's going to love me like you did, no one's going to get worried anymore.

Hey you, you're still my speed dial no. 1 that's all I know.