I'm going crazy.

One more day, school is going to start. Which means its time for war. ;) When I say time for war, I didn't mean quarreling or fighting for guys, or whatver. I mean fighting against studies, I have to get every single details right, I have to get my studies on the right track. :) That's my 2011 resolution.

I'm not going to get involve in whatver conflicts that doesn't belongs to me and find more troubles for myself, its only getting my emotions mixed up and can't concentrate on studies. And I am going to avoid any conflicts I may get into, I am going to be a nerd.

And yes, when school reopens, I am not going to update my blog as often maybe, once a week or so. :)

I found this song really nice,

I'm going crazy. By Se7en.
I really have no clue
I can’t take this anymore
Really, I’m going crazy

I’m a person who never starts to apologize
I’ll shout even louder at you every time (here we go again)
There’s no way to stop our madness
I don’t know what to do
I don’t even know why we started this

No matter what I say now
You won’t listen
You don’t believe me (no~)
The love in our hearts when we first met
Where has it gone to?
Have we gotten rid of it?

I dislike how our love has changed
I’m tired of repeating our arguments everyday
Much worse than when we’re alone
Being stuck in an endless time
I don’t want to blame you for that
I guess we are going crazy~

I’m going crazy, crazy
In our love, we just going crazy

I said, we are over
But that’s not what my heart wants to say
Sitting and hesitating for what I said
For a moment, I was like an idiot regretting (that I did you wrong)
We are both going to get hurt everyday
I don’t know what to do
I don’t even know why we started this relationship

No matter what I say now
You won’t listen (you never listen)
You don’t believe me (no~)
The love in our hearts when we first met
Where has it gone to?
Have we gotten rid of it?

I dislike how our love has changed
I’m tired of repeating out arguments everyday
Much worse than when we were alone
Being stuck in an endless time
I don’t want to blame you for that
I guess we are going crazy~

I’m going crazy, crazy
In our love, we just going crazy

I can do it
There is nothing that can drive me insane
I’m still loving you
My tears are still no enough
Even when it’s hurting a lot
I’ll try finding my way back, goodbye~

I dislike how our love has changed
I’m tired of repeating our arguments everyday
Much worse than when we were alone
Being stuck in an endless time
I don’t want to blame you for that
I guess we’re going crazy

I’m going crazy, crazy
In our love, we just going crazy


And there's this message I want to tell you

Dear ____ ,
We survived many months, its hard to come by. But what I want to say is that I knew everything that you did for me. Sorry for the moodswings perods, sorry for my bad attitude. And once again, I wanna tell you 2011 may be a really busy year for me, I may not be able to fork out as much time as I could for 2010. I'm sorry, but I'll try. :) Love you. :)