That's what i'm feeling now, confused. :(
Okay, so I thought life was great. Hmm, now, after what happened, I have a second thought.
There's this girl who kept telling one close friend of mine that she doesn't like the way I behaved like i'm close to this guy friend and kept talking to him, when i'm not. Problem is, doesn't everyone tries to know each other by talking to the other party?? I'm completely lost in their world. I don't see what's wrong with talking to guys like yeah? Is it even wrong?? I hate complicated stuffs. Like my 2011 resolution, not to be too involved in emotions or quarrels. Well, we didn't really quarrel, and I don't want quarrels either. She just kept talking about me behind me to that close friend of mine saying such stuffs, and I really feel bad about it. I tried asking her, and she said she didn't. I completely detest the feeling when two different stories comes from two different people. Who should I listen to?? I can't ask that guy either, cause I think he must be really vexed if I bother him with such stuffs. He helped me alot, I dun wanna make things hard for him. So for him, I shall just smile and pretend nothing's wrong. :)
Another problem is, how in the world did wangk got news of my secret?! That's diving me crazy, I can't hide my emotions on my face. Guess he would have known what he found out is true. Oh man! Things can't spread to HIS ears! :( how sad, these things start before new year!
BUT. I'm not gonna let this affect my new year mood! Happy new year!
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